..one of those things i said i will do

random thoughts...i understand before they invented blogs..diaries provided the means to vent..before diaries...well all you could do was stand on the roof tops and shout yourself hoarse..i bet it works...i would love to do it..but i bet they have laws against such

..the feeling is good...barcelona won...man u lost..dont get me wrong..am not realy a die hard fun of football..i do suppourt arsenal of course (you can tell by now!)...and yesterday was one of those big nights..i didnt watch the game...realy...i lack that 'i have to catch the game' attitude..instead i curled up wit the missus (am not all tht murshy or anything..t'was the best option at tht point in time..n nway she's a great one!..lol)..anyway...she did mention tht she digs the fact that i am not so much into the whole football thing..which i took to be a compliment..point being i have come to know the match results today at 1.20 p.m...the next day..at the workplace..i wont smother the defeat into the man u folks..not becoz am not itching to...but because my lack of die hard loyalty to any football club deprives me of such a right...i chose to go with arsenal..because my big brother did..i was about 10years..and he was realy into that team..since i admired him alot and they had a great game then..i made that choice that any man will have to make...yeah gotta have team...its close to 14yrs later and i vividly remember Ian wright & Dennis Begkamp...and the tele's back then weren't plasma nor 100+ inches..it was on a simple 14' inch set..wit my bro my n moms (yeah she too got on the fever)..whiling away the sunday afternoon..while she made us chicken n chips...pure bliss...well times changed...i do catch the game once in a while..but realy cant remember much 3days later...makes me wonder...why did a (kenyan) gooner fan choose to hang himself over the defeat of 'our' beloved team (unsuprisingly i cant remember which team we lost to)...do we genuinely suppourt these teams or its an expression of a choice..that the current society demands that we have...u know a foreign football team...a foreign car...a foreign fav artist..knowing the winner of american idol...what do you think?ones thing's for sure...it was simpler back when Ian was on the team...nevertheless kudos to barcelona!

..first day blogging..i feel quite good about it..i think this will be my second post..let me ponder about it...the baseline being i have a problem with the whole facebook concept..my apologies if ur an ardent fb user..feel free to comment...now or when this post takes shape...be back soon

...i have been trying to work all day..trying...because that part of my brain that is meant to focus on work keeps loosing connection every five or so minutes...its been like that for the last two days..well am human arent i? part of the reason why i thought having a blog would be a great idea..help me discover myself...i considered..going into therapy..to figure if am too compulsive..(cant say no to the stuff tht tickles me fancy..at least not most of the time)..well therapy seems too western..too feeble..am a man goddamit!..okay il loose the cussing among other things..yeah what was i saying..yeah this blog..see i have been reading some blogs..actually alot of them..i understand its called stalking..yeah been stalking alot..i have a knack for reading stuff...just cant stop doing it...even the chemical composition of stuff on labels (tough ish..you can only pronounce the words in your head...not wit you mouth)...as you can tell i tend to roam alot...thought wise...and yeah i have a voice over turned on up there too most of the time...so these blogs..and i must say there were lotsa honest folks..u cant beleieve how some of us can strip bare on the wire...made me realise that maybe thats what we need..a place to vent..to examine ourselves...freedom is in confession...and am all for confessions..straight shooting...being real...but not comfy enough to divulge me true identity...might as well as oil maself up there and bendova and let y'all do the honors huh!...anywho..i like the idea...i hope this one works..get to meet people..and read more n more...so folks guess i just moved into this global village...!