..one of those things i said i will do

random thoughts...i understand before they invented blogs..diaries provided the means to vent..before diaries...well all you could do was stand on the roof tops and shout yourself hoarse..i bet it works...i would love to do it..but i bet they have laws against such

...i have been trying to work all day..trying...because that part of my brain that is meant to focus on work keeps loosing connection every five or so minutes...its been like that for the last two days..well am human arent i? part of the reason why i thought having a blog would be a great idea..help me discover myself...i considered..going into therapy..to figure if am too compulsive..(cant say no to the stuff tht tickles me fancy..at least not most of the time)..well therapy seems too western..too feeble..am a man goddamit!..okay il loose the cussing among other things..yeah what was i saying..yeah this blog..see i have been reading some blogs..actually alot of them..i understand its called stalking..yeah been stalking alot..i have a knack for reading stuff...just cant stop doing it...even the chemical composition of stuff on labels (tough ish..you can only pronounce the words in your head...not wit you mouth)...as you can tell i tend to roam alot...thought wise...and yeah i have a voice over turned on up there too most of the time...so these blogs..and i must say there were lotsa honest folks..u cant beleieve how some of us can strip bare on the wire...made me realise that maybe thats what we need..a place to vent..to examine ourselves...freedom is in confession...and am all for confessions..straight shooting...being real...but not comfy enough to divulge me true identity...might as well as oil maself up there and bendova and let y'all do the honors huh!...anywho..i like the idea...i hope this one works..get to meet people..and read more n more...so folks guess i just moved into this global village...!

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